I bought diapers today for a baby shower.
As I dressed today all I could think of was the day I dressed for my work shower given for Violet.
Of course the Orioles t-shirt found its way into my hands this morning, that day was to be just as hot. The shirt was stretched around my belly and she sat plumb inside me. At that time no one but kyle and I knew we were having a girl, so we got so many yellow clothes. Toys that still ring and rattle and books that she was supposed to help turn the pages of. I am wondering if this pack of diapers is a shot of luck or a step of growth for me. Either way my chocking hurt reminds me that this is an isolating world when your daughter dies.

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